Eveline Guest Posted 56 Days ago

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Ok this may sound a little dopey but im completely dissatisfied with the way im livin. I have nothing going for me. Im currently a senior in highschool but i have no life plan, i feel like whats the point of having dreams.
I have the personality of a vegetable, i mean just when im around practically everyone except my really close friends. I just feel lost and insecure and dont know where to begin. Like yesterday for instance i was out payin my t mobile bill and i rolled up to the store in my little beat up car, walked in, and the whole time i was inside i was a nervous wreck.
All i had to say was i want to pay my cell phone bill, i sounded like a little scaredy cat, i cant handle it, i ended up paying my bill but it was a pretty crappy way to spend 5 minutes of my life. Idk what the heck i should do if i cant even go out to do normal activities because im scared of other peoples judgement. |